by Shelt Garner
I’m obsessed with my Webstats and sometimes I see things that are…curious. Like, who is the person from Denver who occasionally looks at this site? Now, given how paranoid I am, I automatically assume it’s someone connected to the late Annie Shapiro.
Annie and I had some good times….and we had some bad times in Seoul. And given how God-awful secretive she was in life, I could totally see the me of 2006 -2008 being seen as something of a ghoul relative to her family. I was not exactly very nice to Annie during the height of our “divorce” because of ROKon Magazine but, in my defense, she gave as good as she got.
All I can say is, I’m sorry. I feel horrible for my poor behavior in Seoul relative to Annie. I was not in a good place mentally or emotionally and if I could somehow convince the Shapiro family not to hate me, I would. And, yet, I think this not a situation that will ever be solved.
It’s all over but the shouting, as they say, and if it is someone directly connected to Annie who is occasionally looking at this site, it’s probably just a deep echo of long ago drama. They’re just curious to see what’s on my mind. They aren’t interested in patching things up.
There are sometimes things you just have to accept as being a part of your personal history.