Tag: ROKon Magazine

‘It Was A Long Time Ago & Nobody Cares Anymore’ — A Daydream For A Documentary

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

With all this talk of the Elisabeth Holmes documentary “You Can See Everything” has me thinking, of course, of the late Annie Shapiro and how she changed my life. The two women, at least superficially, seem to have a lot in common.

As a daydream, I can just imagine how you might game out a modern day documentary of what happened with ROKon Magazine. It would be called, “It Was A Long Time Ago & Nobody Cares Anymore,” and it would be me tracking down all the people associated with the magazine and finding out what they think of life since the magazine.

Several notable people from that time are no longer with us — Annie Shapiro, Johnny Red and Dave Hat have all shuffled off this mortal coil.

Anyway, you just live with what you get in life, right? Even I finally have closure over ROKon Magazine and all I can do is just use that brief moment in time when I was “cool” as inspiration for fiction.

‘It Was 20 Years Ago Today…’

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

I could probably check my email to see exactly when the ROKon Magazine saga started, but it was definitely around this time (August) in 2006. I met the late Annie Shapiro and my life totally changed.

Pictures of me even look differently — there are the before Annie Shapiro photos and there are the after Annie Shapiro photos.

Anyway, it was a long time ago and nobody cares anymore. Though, in the last few days, I have felt a mental pull towards South Korea as if someone — or a group of people — somehow connected to my time in Asia is / are thinking about me at the same time.

It’s all very curious.

I go back and forth regretting the whole drama that was ROKon Magazine. I think, however, in the end, the point is not that it kind of bashed one of my emotional knees so much as it did, for a brief moment, give me the opportunity to be “cool.”

I did everything wrong, of course. And think that’s the main reason why I grieved so much about what happened. Everything that went wrong with ROKon Magazine was *my fault*.

So, now, I just do nothing but feel bad about what happened. I’ve wasted so much of my life just doing nothing. I half-assed wanted to move to, say LA or NYC at some point but unless the Singularity happens and massive improvements in anti-aging technology happens I’m kind of screwed.

But there’s always hope.

ROKon Magazine Was Just About 20 Years Ago Now

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

The event that totally changed my life, ROKon Magazine, was just about 20 years ago now. It started when I got an email from the late Annie Shapiro while I was in the Philippines.

It was a long time ago and nobody cares anymore.

I don’t even care that much, other than how much the whole thing changed my life. But, looking back, the thing that I’m still amazed about is that there is a time limit to how long one can stay in South Korea as an expat.

Some people it’s five years, other people it’s 11. But it comes for everyone eventually.

I’m Getting A Little Bit Of An Itch To Do Journalism Again

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

Now, let me be clear, I’m kind of bonkers and don’t do stress all that well, but there was a time when I ran a “magazine” for expats in Seoul and did a pretty good job. I say this in the context of my life…potentially changing rather suddenly and unexpectedly.

So much so, that a little bit of dabbling in journalism may be forced upon me if I grew desperate enough. But I don’t know. I just don’t know.

If I lived in a more populated area, I probably could start a pretty good podcast and website to go along with it.

But, alas, I’m old — and bonkers — and live in the middle of nowhere. So, for the time being, I guess I’m just going to keep grinding on the novel I’ve been working on.

The novel is going pretty well, I guess.

It Was (Almost) 20 Years Ago Today

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

I was in the Philippines when the drama that was ROKon Magazine began in the summer of 2006. That’s when, as I recall, I got an email from the late Annie Shapiro showing an interest in helping me start a magazine.

It was a long time ago and nobody cares anymore, as they say.

I don’t even care, even if I do think about it a lot to this day.

Annie was a curious figure, to say the least. Now, Annie is dead so I can talk about her in a more frank way than maybe I could otherwise without someone getting really mad. They didn’t call Annie “Crazy Annie” for nothing.

But for better or worse, Annie changed my life. Big time. Without her, I would never have gotten to experience, for a few days *being cool.* It all went to shit soon enough, of course, but it is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all.

I can be very ambivalent about what happened between myself and Annie. I was no saint when it came to Annie, especially in the last days of the magazine. (My version.) But, then, Annie did turn around and start the magazine up again without telling me.

Sheesh.

But, like I said, it was a long, long time ago. Everyone has move on but me. I still think the story of ROKon Magazine is the greatest story never told.

RIP Dave Hat

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

When I “divorced” the late Annie Shapiro at the end of my version of ROKon Magazine, she got “Talking Crap.”

Talking Crap was a little group of would-be Algonquin Roundtable expats who drank a lot and did really funny, interesting things. They were way ahead of the curve in these little videos they used to make with their digital cameras.

Me with the late Dave Hat a long time ago in Seoul.

In hindsight, Talking Crap would probably have been huge during the social media age.

We lost a member of Talking Crap recently, Dave Hat.

Dave Hat was a great guy. He and I were, at least in my view, two sides of the same coin. And his unexpected death has really gotten me thinking about my own mortality. I’m not going to live forever and I really need to put up or shut up.

It Was A Long Time Ago & Nobody Cares Anymore, Redux

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

We are slowly creeping towards it being 20 years ago that the late Annie Shapiro and I started ROKon Magazine. Not a lot has happened in my life since then, sad to say. I’ve been in emotional neutral since about April, 2007.

Ugh.

But, there are signs of hope. I’m hoping to wrap up some sort of novel by spring 2026 and start to query it not later than maybe Sept 1st. I just don’t know, though. It will be interesting to see.

The premise of the novel is pretty good, if a bit dark. But I’m so moody when it comes to working on a novel I don’t know how much of that thinking it’s “dark” comes from I just sometimes don’t feel like working on anything at all for long stretches of time.

Anyway. I keep thinking about what happened to me way back when in South Korea and how I would do everything different if I had a second chance. I learned what NOT to do, that’s for sure.

Don’t fall in love with your co-founder, if you start a magazine, is one big issue. And also don’t be afraid to accept defeat and start over again in a different way.

And, yet, I think the key thing, the biggest thing, that I didn’t realize about the whole ROKon Magazine rigmarole is there is a time limit for 99% of the expats who live in South Korea. And you have no idea what your time limit is. It just strikes and you HAVE TO GO, no matter where you might be otherwise in your expat expereince.

Sigh.

I’m so much older now that if I ever return to South Korea (the way it’s going it will have to be the fallen DPRK that needs English teachers that will be how I get back) that it just won’t be as much fun. Maybe no fun at all. Sigh, sigh, sigh.

If I Was In Seoul Now, I Would Totally Start An Expat Podcast

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

So, about 20 years ago now, I started ROKon Magazine. It is the greatest story never told, in my opinion. Anyway, if I was an expat in Seoul now, I would start a podcast.

What I would do is, we would have a regular podcast — maybe once a week — and then as part of that podcast, we would have a regularly updated Website that would have content that would otherwise be in a magazine.

There would be a symbiotic relationship between the podcast and the Website.

Too bad the only way I’m ever going back to Korea it looks like at this point is if North Korea collapses and there’s a dire need for English teachers there. Otherwise, I will be 80 years old before I can return (unless I somehow finish and sell this novel I’m working on.)

Rachel Sennott & The Greatest Story Never Told

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

A long time ago, about 20 years ago now, I had a little magazine in Seoul, South Korea that I co-founded with a very unique woman named Annie Shapiro. To make a very long story short, the whole thing changed my life. And for years after it was all done and over with, all I could do was babble about what a great story it was.

Rache Sennott

Annie is no longer with us (RIP) but her memory remains. And if there ever was a movie made of the ROKon Magazine imbroglio, I think Rachel Sennott would be PERFECT to play Annie.

Perfect. Just Perfect.

But, alas, I’ve finally come to realize that sometimes great stories just fade away, never to be told.

This Is A Surreal Situation

by Shelt Garner
@sheltgarner

Not since that brief moment in Seoul when ROKon Magazine was the only English-language magazine in the city (for the average expat) have I felt this much promise in something creative I’m involved in.

The idea that I would be actually ahead of the curve when it comes to writing a story about sort of an android Annie Hall (who at some point becomes a stripper) is rather surreal. The big question is will there be a flood of such android manic pixie dreamgirl *wink* stories in 2026 to the point that while I’m querying this novel this little sliver of opportunity I have will be all very moot before it’s over with.

I just don’t know.

The key thing is I’m writing a novel, not a screenplay (even though if I was 25 years younger that’s exactly what I would be doing.) So, as such, the dynamics are a little bit different.

If there was a movie made of this novel, I think Rachel Sennott would be perfect as my female (android) romantic lead.

It could be that there will be room enough in the zeitgeist for a flood of such movies and novels and just because my idea is one of many, doesn’t mean it can’t be sold traditionally.

But I would be lying if I didn’t admit I am feeling very anxious about hurrying up. I really need to bhali-bhali as a Korean would say — hurry, hurry. I really want to wrap this AI-assisted beta draft up ASAP so I can turn around and have beta readers review it for me and tell me how to improve it.

There remains a chance that I really will wrap this thing up in the general April-May 2026 timeframe and will be able to query it then. What I *wish* would happen is someone in Hollywood would, in good faith, contact me and want to read what I’ve written so far so maybe we could speed the process up some.

But that’s being delusional.

It’s kind of every storyteller for themselves at this point and I’m just an old(er) loudmouth crank slaving away in the middle of nowhere.